I GOT WHT I DESERVE

I have gone through many mistakes 

n through many fumbling steps

All my miseries are

left alone on the way

ashes of my dreams 

falls on me like sun ray

but there is a voice in heart

a voice that hurts

n tells me 

I got what i deserve  ! !

In all my losses

In all causes

In all sensation

In all emotion

In each memory that i disregard

In each dream, i seen so far

In each GOOD BYE

In each HI !

In each step that

I take to fly

I heard a voice that

says to me

I heard a voice that

tears me

n tells me

I got what i deserve  ! !

All her smiles

and all those replies

now lights around me
as i look beyond my memory
time began to blur 
and tries to weaken my glory


like a scary sign
my fate, revolves around me
and sudden i heard a voice 
that shows way to me
and says to me


I got what i deserve  ! !

making me to reach the truth 
hidden inside me
and says to me 

I got what i deserve  ! !

Tu jo Muskuraii

Tu jo muskurai
          kuch kaliya khil-khilai


Tu jo muskurai
          kuch ajab havae lehrai


Tu jo muskurai
          is dil ki be-chaini badai


Tu jo muskurai
          ek shamsheer kisi ne
                        is dil pe chalai


Aur fir
        tu jo muskurai


socha                

                   ye pal u hi rok loon

                   ye lamhe u hi rok loon

                   ye dhadkan u hi tham loon

                   ye sanse u hi bandh loon 

kaid kar loon ye muskan

                       in ankho mein

kaid kar loon ye pal

                            is dil mein

ye hoote se baraste moti

                    kahin bikhar na jaye

ye noor-e-jhan is bheed mein

                   kahin gum na ho jaye

fir fiza ne karvat si badli

fir khushboo baharo ki ham par barsi

ek Chingari , mere andhere dil mein chamki

Aur fir kahin door                             

                     tu jo muskurai

phoolo pe padi oos ki boondein 

jo tune hooto se barsai

bhar gaye is dil ke sab zakhm 

jo ham par ki ye rehnumai

teri is muskan mein

ek nagina mujhe mil gaya

jo pana chaha is noor ko maine 

khuda ka aks mil gaya

ab,                        

na Mahobat , na Chahat

na koi ikrar chahta tujhse

Tu muskurae uhi sada 

bas yehi dua chahta hoon rab se

Zindgi jeene jaa raha hoon

Zindgi hai jo pal
 use jeeye jaa raha hoon


raho ki mushkilo se
khelte jaa raha hoon


katon ka daman
sirhane rakh


phoolo ka gulshan
khilane jaa raha hoon


zindgi ke is pal ko
uhi jeeye ja raha hoon


ek dooji manjil ko paane
ye manjil bhoolane ja raha hoon


khawabo ki apni duniya
haqeqat mein basane jaa raha hoon

Zindgi ke is pal ko
ab jeene jaa raha hoon

Sharamti aakhio mein Intezar kis ka hai

In jukhi jukhi si palko mein
intezaaar kis ka hai


Ashko kis is dhara mein
chipa pyaar kis ka hai


jise reh reh kar ye ankhe karti hai salam
vo rukhsar kis ka hai


jise pal pal doonde ye nayan
jis ke naam se tahm jati hai dahdkan


hai vo kon anjana
hai vo kon bekahabar


har pal salam karte hai jise
sahrma ke ye nayan

Ye Ishk

ek khata hai
ek saja hai
ye, Ishk yaraoo kaisi bala hai

gam ke pyalo ki inteha hai ishk
dard ke toofano ki ipteda hai ishk

saja bhi hai daga bhi hai,ishk
dard e rooh dard e dil hai ishk

katilo ki mehfil,
kafiro ki madina hai ishk
marham ka dariya hai ishk
sukun ka sahil hai ishk

daga bhi hai , vafa bhi hai ISHK

kabhi sath de , to kabhi jaan leta hai ISHK

zakhm hai , ek fans hai , ek jaal hai ISHK

marhanm , kabhi dava , kabhi dua bhi hai ISHK